I AM MY NATION

I AM Kat. I am a white, English female born in the late 1970’s in England. A Yorkshire lass to be precise. 

I AM the first born of my siblings. The eldest grandchild on my fathers side. Born and raised in Yorkshire, I have always been a girl of the fields, happy in the heather, playing with the cows and sheep, up a tree, later in life behind the village hall with a bottle of something and a few smokes, later on a Southerner as I moved away to study art, later on a Spaniard 2nd hand as I moved away to study life, later on a Mother as I came back home to learn to ground and later on again, a traveller far away in lands that aren’t mine but a home that is

WHERE IS HOME?

I have lived in England, Germany, Spain, Cyprus and went on to marry a man that was born and raised in Zimbabwe although he is of Irish and Scottish descent. We have lived together across 3 countries while his family are continents apart and our children are now raised in lands that are not theirs but a land nonetheless that host them and all their friends that come from many nations including: Holland, Syria, Lebanon, Sweden, Greece, South Africa, Ukraine, Russia and Poland

The most multi-National little place on the planet is now our home but England will always be my roots

But for many, especially when times are tough and threats raise their heads and feet on your land for whatever reason that might be, people start to panic and patriotism / nationalism rises

And that’s fine. It’s great to be patriotic and proud of where you come from but shouldn’t we do that without threats? Without hate and divison aka

YOU CAN BE PROUDLY FROM YOUR NATION – I CAN BE PROUDLY FROM MINE AND WE CAN LOVE EACH OTHER

The problem is, from Nation to Nation, we have been played. A giant game of RISK AND WAR for resources, status, domination and division and use our peaceful heritage against us

So many people from where I am from have over the last decade made it clear on social media that they are embarrassed to be English. To be PROUD of their nation is an utter impossibility given the catastrophic occurrences that have played out BUT, these outcomes have been triggered and orchestrated by governments, leaders making bad decisions that don’t offer benefit to the people of the nation IN FACT THEY ACTIVELY SEEK TO DESTROY IT – WHY, is the question you must ask. This has nothing to actually do with the every day person walking their streets

Am I proud of my Nation because of the leadership? ABSOLUTELY NOT

Am I proud of my Nation because of the people? ABSOLUTELY

When you strip it all back to what actually exists that can be seen, heard, felt and experienced, my country is incredible!

Fields of green, heather, cows, horses, the open smell of countryside, old mills and rolling hills, distant fires sending smokey air that lingers throughout every winter. Pine cones, chestnuts, old manure than somehow enriches the air. The pure sound of bellows, horns and smallpipes (FYI the English smallpipes came before the Scottish bagpipes in fact it was what inspired them), the hopeful sound of lapwings in spring and the passing farewell of late summer geese, baa-ing springtime lambs, cuckoos and clip-clops, chatter filled beer gardens, the burbling of a babbling brook, boggins, hobgoblins, bogeymen, jabberwocky and scarecrows, wild garlic breezing the air, bells chiming in the distance, the smell of brewery hops and river green algae and stone, freshly baked scones and toasted teacakes, butchers pies with drippy fat, hot floury baps filled with local bacon, rolling tractors, Sunday lunches, stuffing always, summertime music festivals, squelching wellies in mud, Friday fish and chips with lots of sarsons vinegar, Wassailing apple rituals, Maypoles and ribbons, rainy day pitter patters on a library windowsill, books that are hundreds of years old that smell like a timeline that still lingers in the old halls of every Victorian building, lead windows, wooden creaky staircases and old stonework and timber tell tales of our historic past while costumes made of tweed and wool keep us warm and cozy, petticoats, pearly kings and queens, Morris dancers, ballroom dancers, Blackpool pier, Blackpool rock, Kendal mintcake, licorice sticks, Beefeaters, bowler hats, red letterboxes, chimney sweeps, cobblers, ye olde english sweetshops selling sarsaparilla drops, rhubarb and custard, cherry lips and dipdabs all paint the vast colours of our vast and wonderful Nation

The sound of football chants, the cheers of rugby wins, the bat and ball of cricket season, sports days in the sunshine (when its allowed to shine), the scattering of daffodils everywhere, the filled parks in summertime more daisies than people, people making daisy chains, hotdogs and fried onions, the rush of passing trains, the sound of laughter, always laughter with the brilliance of British sense of humor, terrible weekend TV that you can’t do without, tree climbing, high street trawling, charity shops, the grand national, the little chef, cups of tea with granny and walks by the river, cities bustling with people from everywhere but everyone just fine, and when you’re not, a day in bed with a yorkshire tea and a jammie dodger – If its the kids that are down, postman Pat and Peppa pig!

MY country is FULL of incredible artists, visionaries, designers, chefs, landscape artists, green fingered magicians, healers and wizards, some of the best musical and literary talent that has ever existed. Sculpture parks bursting with local masterpieces, museums and events galore. You don’t have to big a big name. Small names get their time to shine too. So many smiling faces, plenty for the young people to do. I know this now living in a place that is quite the opposite. You don’t have to be skinny to dance or gymnastic. Everyone and anyone can join in – And they do!

Girls football on the rise. Singers, dancers, swimmers, street performers, comedians, skilled tradesmen and women, local traders, farmers, craftsmen…..

COME ON ENGLAND! I KNOW TIMES ARE TOUGH BUT YOU’VE GOT IT GOING ON! DON’T FORGET THAT!

This is what makes me proud. The little things of the every day people that are OH SO LOUD, so polite and kind but that have quickly yet subtly been forced to be forgotten.

And in case you want to look at the FULL LIST of all things the ENGLISH have invented and created over time to REMIND you while you are being systematically destroyed about how WONDERFUL AND INSPIRINGLY POWERFUL YOU ALL ARE, please click above

DON’T FORGET!

AND ON ‘DON’T FORGET’ …..

If you want to hear my DISPLACEMENT / RECONNECTION story about my departure from my HOMELANDS and why this is so important to me, have a listen below….

I wrote a huge thesis on cultural and religious ‘Britain’ with a big focus on ‘Proto-Germanic’ etymology – In other words, the reconstructed ancestral language of all GERMANIC languages aka, English, German and Dutch and later around 500BC all Scandinavian tongues. So, Germanic being the Muttersprache, Mother tongue for all NorthWest European stems of language. (I am of old German and English descent through and through)

Sadly, however, since the Roman Empires conversion to Christianity way back when, most of Englands cultural and historical identity post this time got erased, burnt, wiped out and cancelled and we have very little memoria from before. Then, our old Anglo-Saxon, Frisian and pagan heritages came in and lo and behold, let’s delete that too.

England are now the one of the Northern European Nations to no longer have a ‘NATIONAL IDENTITY‘ certainly not as strongly as our other Nord brothers, sisters and cousins. We can thank William the bloody conqueror for his vast efforts to hammer the nail in the coffin on that as well. So while the Scots, Irish and Welsh have somewhat of a strong national identity, dress, musical rituals, calendar rituals etc, the English unfortunately got wiped and cleared over and over.

Did you know that the Scots hate the English because: Sporting Rivalry: Deep-seated, though largely good-natured, rivalries are most visible during fixtures like the annual Six Nations rugby matches or international football tournaments YET: ENGLAND CREATED BOTH RUGBY AND FOOTBALL. That;s fine but guys. it’s just a game!

Did you know that the Scots hate the English because: Political Disconnect: Scotland has frequently voted for different political parties than England, yet has been governed by UK-wide conservative policies implemented from Westminster – (If you ask most modern English people if they value their political parties enough to cause hatred between their neighbours MOST would say they also, like the Scots disapprove of Westminster antics and are not in favour of them)

Did you know that the Scots hate the English because: Resource Management: Many Scots feel that valuable natural resources, such as North Sea oil, have disproportionately benefited the rest of the UK rather than Scotland. YET ENGLISH PEOPLE (not politicians or ministers) also do not actually benefit from this as the profits made on such resources do not reach us either

Did you know that the Scots lay claim to their cultural belongings such as Scottish wool and bagpipes however BOTH were traditional English commodities and cultural resources long before they became famous Scottish belongings, wiping England of what was once truly theirs (The foundation of traditional woollen cloth making was firmly established in England centuries before it became a large-scale, recognized Scottish industry). And that shortbread was simultaneously birthed across the whole of the British Isles not only localised to Scotland but became popularised in Scotland thanks to Mary Queen of Scots……

Did you know that we English are the ONLY North European country TO NOT have a traditional National Dress. WHY?

BECAUSE WE GOT SO WIPED!

BUT WHAT ABOUT ENGLAND?

Why is it that the whole bloody world is hell bent on removing and destroying Englands cultural heritage? Ok, fine, we have Morris dancers BUT, Its not like every midsummer every child gets their morris outfit on. Most don’t even know what Morris dancers are. This is my point. Our heritage is completely underground or stolen and we aren’t encouraged to be proud of it, meanwhile in other Northern nations it is still a hugely celebrated traditional part of their culture

We have had our Deltic, druidic identity completely removed and replaced. I guess you could say that the ancient Britons who were pagans that believed that they had sacred knowledge and therefore didn’t keep track or trace or this info because they believed it was divinely inherited, never left us with any clues as to WHO WE WERE when we were systematically taken over by the Romans, The Angles, The Saxons, The Normans, The Vikings and Now the Globalists….

And we are historically a Nation with so much bad press across the entire Globe even after we take such beatings by every other colonial invader and empire (again, I bring in Rome, Germany / Denmark, France and our own Brothers and Sisters in Scotland, Ireland and Wales) yet when you look at ‘Colonialism’, you can see that the English were the LAST TO THE TABLE during the times of Empires and emperors where notably, it was the Portuguese who ran the biggest trade, followed by the Dutch, Spain and France and not to forget, although it must apparently also not be brought to light that the Africans had their own huge internal slave trade in op where they traded many of their own people and the Arabs had THE LARGEST network of slave trade of ALL with the famous (but not to be mentioned) Trans-Saharan / Indian Ocean slave trade—One of the longest-running human trafficking networks in history. Driven by Arab and Muslim merchants, it operated from the 7th century until well into the 20th century, Historians estimate that between 10 and 18 million Africans were enslaved and trafficked through this network – But it is the BRITISH or in particular the English Colonial empire that gets the bad name over and above absolutely everyone else

WHY WERE ONLY ENGLAND TO BLAME WHEN EVERYONE ELSE, LITERALLY EVERYONE ELSE WAS COMPLICIT?

And to finish this apparent history lesson off – Who was it that was the leading force in stopping the arab and sub-saharan slave trade?

IT WAS THE BRITISH EMPIRE!

After outlawing its own slave trade in 1807, Great Britain weaponized the Royal Navy’s Anti-Slavery Squadrons to enforce abolition globally. [1, 2]

• The Moresby and Hamerton Treaties (1822, 1845): Britain forced the Sultan of Muscat and Oman to sign agreements limiting where slaves could be shipped. [1, 2]
• The Destruction of the Zanzibar Market (1873): Under threat of a total British naval bombardment, Sultan Barghash of Zanzibar was forced to sign a treaty outlawing the sea-borne slave trade and closing the infamous Zanzibar Slave Market. [1, 2]
• The Anglo-Zanzibar War (1896): When a pro-slavery sultan seized power in Zanzibar, British warships bombarded the palace, defeating him in just 38 minutes (the shortest war in history) and replacing him with a puppet ruler who fully banned slavery

SO, WHILE EVERY OTHER NATION IS COMPLICIT IN COMMITTING SUCH ATROCITIES THAT EVERYONE GETS SO UPSET ABOUT….

We must put all the blame on the English and plow them full of guilt and shame while we all sit here superior with our own cultural and heritage entitlement that came about because of WAR, PILAGE, RAPE, PILAGE, SLAVERY, TRADE AND DISHONOUR

AND EVERYONE STILL GETS TO CELEBRATE THEIR PAGAN VALUES THROUGHOUT THE OLD CALENDAR IN THEIR NATIONAL DRESS JUST NOT THE ENGLISH

RANT OVER…..ALMOST

If you know you know, that all Nordic Nations now have their own language, as mentioned above. Proto Indo European Germanic is as I said, what led to the creation of Old English, Old norse and then the streams that flowed there from but, while all modern languages of the North aka Swedish, Danish, Norwegian etc all have languages based off Old Norse and many sayings that still echo from the sounds of the past, England doesn’t have that at all!

The English language is NOT anything like our old English, the language our Celtic ancestors spoke was oral only and never put into word. The Anglos thereafter spoke Old English, the REAL version that stems from the Proto Germanic lines like all our northern family members across the Isles but of course, that got removed and our English now doesn’t resemble old English in any shape or form. So unlike the Scandi’s ,who could probably hear the whispers of old Norse and recall the meanings, us English have no connection

WIPED!

Or do we? Could it be that this deliberate clearing of our identity has hit the English so much harder than it has anyone else because THEY fear what might happen if we remember? That there is a deliberate attempt to eradicate white people, whether you agree or not (I am not a right wing fascist or a left wing globalist and I am certainly NOT a racist, but I can tell an agenda to diminish a group of people when I see one – I wonder why, given the ancestral path I carry)

And I am definately not anti-immigration given I am now living in a culture that is not my own surrounded by a million different nations (and we all love each other just fine) but, this displacement agenda is very real and I fear for the future of my country and people.

A few years ago, I used to get signs and messages in my sleep that used to make no sense to me. I would see animals, black dogs, willo-the-whisps and faces of Gods that morphed into trees, symbols and hieroglyphs that were actually runes that would appear in my minds eye while I slept.

Then my eldest daughter one day came and read Beowulf to me and she was laughing about how weird Old english sounds and how on earth do you even pronounce these stupid words and the opening word was:

Hwæt. We Gardena in geardagum

‘Hwæt‘ – Listen…..

Was the word I used to hear in my dreams

LISTEN……

What does that make you feel? Do you remember this at all?

We have an ancestral lineage SO DEEP and so profound yet so sadly forgotten. Much like our ancestors proclaimed, they did not need to write it down or pass it along, IT IS ALREADY WITHIN YOU!

And I’ll be damned if any Globalist ruling elite thinks that they can come in and systematically destroy, cancel and remove my peoples heritage from under then YET AGAIN in probably the biggest grand finale of a take out yet….My darling white English roses (not being racist against you other fellow neighbours that have come since. Love you guys – The good ones anyway not the paid imports) but yes, I am allowed to say my fellow white, pale nordic druid anglo people with your forgotten words, memories and fabrics, THEY ARE WITHIN YOU! YOU HAVE IT ALL WITHIN….REMEMBER?

But if you need to remember in the passing whispers of an Oak tree, the smells of late October early November fires and flames of burnt wood and embers, the sounds of ravens, crows, owls and bells, the sight of heather fields stretching for miles untouched then you can have all of this as a tool to trigger your memories and as much as you might love the new smells coming in, the curries, the late night kebabs, the wafts of china town, yeah all that is great but DO NOT let THEM replace who you are in the lands that you became! In the lands that are YOURS!

REMEMBER WHO LEADS 1ST AND WHO STANDS FIRST ON YOUR LANDS

Sure, you can be hospitable, welcoming, kind and generous. That is one of the most charming and beautiful qualities of a true Englishman but DO NOT allow people to mistake your kindness for weakness!

THAT IS MY HISTORY – MY JOURNEY – MY ANCESTRAL MEMOIR AND I WILL ALWAYS CARRY IT AND ALWAYS PASS IT DOWN TO THOSE TO WHOM IT BELONGS

So, wherever you’re from – What makes you proud of your heritage?

Because although Globalists don’t want you to be proud and want to take it all away from you and strip it bare, YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT to be proud of where you’re from!

I also love the heritage of other places

The flash and colour of India. I’ve never been but I can already smell the incense taste the incredible street foods and imagine the magnificence of the architecture, populous and noise!

The sounds of Flamenco in Spain. The taps and claps. The heated conversations. The smell of garlic, wine and seafood. The bullfights, more of a dance between beast and man. The salty backdrop on humid sweaty skin. Late night walks down the paseo. Such a high vibe you can’t compare to anywhere else

Zimbabwe, your Baobab trees. My husband says if he was ever to become a tree, this would be his tree. The night apes, the great Zambezi, elephants in Mana pools, the flame lily, Biltong, Nyanga National park, Sadza, Lake Kariba house boat trips, fishing galore, cream sodas, chicken flings, Braai’s, hoopoes, friendly people everywhere, the bread basket of the world!

The list could go on and on and on and on – And given I work in a school with MANY nations, I have heard the stories of oppression, aggression, division and hate from so many voices but all the voices say the same thing.

THEY DON’T WANT HATE – THEY WANT LOVE

A young girl I know from Shiraz, Iran said that she has lived here in Cyprus for many years. Her family fled and are exiled due to extreme Islamic influence that they never wanted. Her family have memories of their national culture prior to the takeover by this tyrannical regime in 1979 and now they are terrified to display their national heritage for fear of western persecution due to raising terrors and conflicts due to this enforced propaganda machine

JUST TO BE CLEAR ABOUT NATIONAL IDENTITY BEFORE THE WORLD WENT MAD WITH GLOBALIZED TERROR REGIMES, HAVE A LOOK AT THIS STUNNING DISPLAY OF WOMEN’S BEAUTIFUL HERITAGE DRESS BEFORE THEY WERE ISSUED OPPRESSIVE REGIME COSTUMES INSTEAD:

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I feel I have to point out at this moment that everything we’ve worked through thus far has been aiming at stripping back false beliefs, false identities, false concepts and outdated / oppressive control systems

When we look deeply at the query of who is in charge of any regime that puts a woman in a dress to cover her entirety and then send men over to other lands with the message of INVASION AND THREAT, be very careful of who you blame because normal, ordinary people don’t usually go to such extreme measures nor have the resources to to deliver such hate. The media do however…

FOLLOW THE MONEY AND YOU WILL SEE WHERE YOUR REAL THREATS LAY!

So, with that said, I completely appreciate that each Nation is unique, individual and has the right to maintain their cultural identity and national pride based on their land, resources, creative craftsmanship, community spirit and power!

We all know this deep down. England in particular. We have adopted so many other cultures into our own and with LOVE and my goodness what a divinely blended community we are!

I have many 2nd / 3rd generation BRITISH born friends from other root countries that are as BRITISH as I am. Understand please the difference between British and English.

I am an English person born in England therefore I am English British. My friend Angelee is family heritage Punjabi Indian but born in the UNITED KINGDOM therefore, she is INDIAN BRITISH, my friend Raul is family heritage Uruguayan but born in the UNITED KINGDOM therefore he is URUGUAYAN BRITISH. My husband was born in Zimbabwe though his family heritage is Irish and Scottish. He has no bond to the UK through birth therefore he is a 3rd lineage national through blood rite of Ireland only.

People born inside the UK from outside Nations have more right than my husband because he was born in far away lands. Sadly, the same can not be said from the lands he was born in but that’s a sad story for another time…….

What is absolutely obvious and undeniable, is that since the beginning of time, man has moved. Migration is one of the most crystal clear things though whether the reported and documented history tells us the truth about the versions as to how, where and when, that’s a different matter but it is 100% fact that man has always been on the move therefore, we cannot ever state with 100% certainty that:

THIS IS MY LAND BECAUSE I AM 100% FROM HERE AND YOU’RE NOT

Even if you do a DNA test to trace your actual lineage to its depth accuracy, doesn’t mean that you’re standing on land that your ancestors came from through origin

Imagine being told for example: Your DNA comes back as 80% Danish 10% French and 10% English and you thought you were through and through from Doncaster. Are you now going to pack your bags and try to get entry into Denmark because your bloodline says that’s predominantly where you’re from?

PROBABLY NOT

And if someone else was born in your land and had family living and working here as immigrants prior to their birth are you going to tell them to pack their bags and go back to ‘where they come from?’

PROBABLY NOT

So, just to conclude, we can and should be absolutely PROUD AND HAPPY to be from where we’re from, even if the land is foreign or even if the documents say otherwise but, do we have to let our national identity DEFINE who we are?

NO, not really because when you move around, travel to other places, live immersed into other cultures, you become a part of them too just like they become a part of you – They don’t define you but they become a part of the patchwork that makes up your cultural and worldly identity

Just a quick disclaimer that if you’re from somewhere absolutely horrific and I’m here suggesting you be proud and happy but your circumstances are otherwise, I see you and one day I hope your Nation will rise into one of peace and joy! I know not everywhere it cutesy

AGAIN, YOU CAN HAVE ROOTS AND WINGS!

Both my daughters were born in the UK and English nationals to an English mother and an Irish Zimbabwean father. We left England 4 years ago and my youngest has very few memories of her time back home because here is now her home. We have become deeply embedded in this country, the land, the people, the way. My children both went to Greek school, my youngest still does. we LOVE the culture and respect the ways.

WE PUT THIS QUESTION OUT ON ONE OF OUR FOCUS GROUPS TO SEE THE RESPONSE

The reason being and when we get to the part about our SOUL IDENTITY, we come to realize, through experiences, emotions, events that happen to make or break your perspective of this very question and I know it all too well, that unless you’re someone that has had your home rattled, lost, shaken, taken, stolen and have been in fear of not having ‘THE ROOF OVER YOUR HEAD‘ or ‘THE SHELL TO CARRY TO PROTECT YOU‘ or been exposed to the reality of having to leave your home, your safety net, your sanctuary and move to shores that ‘aren’t yours’ then you have no real concept of the nature of this question therefore, you’re in absolutely no position to criticize or judge

Because HOME is not a place made of bricks and mortar that you pay for and get a piece of paper with your name on in return. It isn’t a lifetime of grafting so you can pay the bank back every month. It isn’t the equity that you can barter and trade to upsize or downsize and gamble away. It isn’t the place on a map surrounded by man-made boarders that do nothing to protect us anyway….

IT IS WHERE LOVE IS!

Where there is community. Spirit. Connection. Safety. Stability. Trust. Freedom and yes, LOVE…..(and really really good food, great smells, amazing views, lots to do, laughter and fun, happiness for everyone!)

We may not always agree with each other or always get on but wherever my home is, YOU ARE MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS so let’s make the most of it!

If somehow you can’t do that or have an issue with that, your NATIONAL IDENTITY has got toxic rivers running through it that need a good clean….

COMING UP NEXT……………..

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